Stress!!

tomorrow test..next week interview... feels like my panic is starting and going onwards..I dunno when will it stop.. but the more I read about jpa interview experience from past year scholar... the more I feel like an invisible hand is choking my throat..threatening to make me nauseated and breathless!! Aside from facebook status.. I want to write it here too.. Things is going onwards like crazy.. tomorrow jpj test.. I desperately hope I will pass... next week n next week and following days.. those are for scholarship interview... I realize I can t do anything and can t prepare anything for jpa interview...yet I can t put in proper things in my mind... Onlypanic,nervous, worried blacken my mind... If there is one place that I can sit down and cry out as if I am insane... and let those feelings disappear so that I can function again... I will do that Choking my throat.. that is exactly the things I feel... so vividly and so real... My tension is building DAMN DAMN CRAP!!!!! but I dunwan to be defeated... I have worked so hard to come this far... It ain t going to stop here without me trying my best.. Even it will stop somewhere... It has to be the spot where I have tried my best AND NEVER EVER REGRET about this failure in future!!!! I PRAY I will be fine after tomorrow... plizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz let me pass the car test!!!!